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So I have a lot to say, and yet I have no idea how to say it. It seems like every relationship I get into leaves me hurting inside. So naturally, the advice would be stop getting into relationships.
I've been working on that, actually. It seemed pretty kickass for a while. Then my body decided to remind me that it has hormones, and they decided to flare up around a young man in particular. Yeah. While on tour, I developed a massive crush on someone in choir with me.
Happy day! He asked me to prom and we went! Unhappy day! He kept ditching me, and when we finally talked, I find out that my suspicions were confirmed, and he wasn't interested in me in the slightest.
Well that's not that big of a deal. He and I decide to ignore my crush for the time being, and continue being friends.
He comes over to hang out on Saturday. Hellz yeah, Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly! I'm totally stoked simply because I want to play it. But the whole time, he's being all hyper-affectionate towards me, and playing with my hair and blah blah blah. SO I'm thinking: "What are you playing at?"
Finally, after mustering up the courage to ask him in a cynical manner (cynicism works every time) I ask him what was up with that. He responds with: "I don't know." At least he apologized. And then promptly told me flat out that he doesn't have feelings for me.
WHOOP DEE FUCKING DOO. Play is straight with me, or I'll put a drill through your chest cavity! Ugh!
I feel like he isn't worth this aggravation, but at the same time, I still want to cry and be all emotional about it, even though it's probably stupid for me to feel this way at all.
I feel comfortable posting this, simply because no one reads this blog of mine.
-Rika
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
RAWR XP SECURITY
Ugh! That virus! Whoever thought that up needs to have their limbs tied to four pillars, and then have them torn off. And if they somehow survive, pour lemon juice on the wounds.
God, what a pain that was.
Just in case you guys don't know:
XP Security is NOT an antivirus! It's a sneaky little bastard that parades around as one, and tries to make you buy stuff. Which doesn't work. And it slows down your computer, and constantly throws pop-ups at you, and exaggerates and fabricates things regarding the computer and its programs.
SO BASICALLY:
If you have XP Security, get it off your computer using any sort of malware removal program. (I use Malwarebyte's Anti-Malware program.)
So yeah.
That's all.
Much luffles.
God, what a pain that was.
Just in case you guys don't know:
XP Security is NOT an antivirus! It's a sneaky little bastard that parades around as one, and tries to make you buy stuff. Which doesn't work. And it slows down your computer, and constantly throws pop-ups at you, and exaggerates and fabricates things regarding the computer and its programs.
SO BASICALLY:
If you have XP Security, get it off your computer using any sort of malware removal program. (I use Malwarebyte's Anti-Malware program.)
So yeah.
That's all.
Much luffles.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Pazoink
So for some reason I've gotten into blogging....again. Bahahaha.
After abandoning my poor, neglected LiveJournal account. I'd feel bad, but no one reads it, so yeah. Who cares!
I don't really have much to say...I guess I'm supposed to treat this like a diary, but my diary is really just filled with verbal diarrhea. Actually, thinking about it, half of the stuff in my diary isn't even cohesive. It's like I wrote my entries while half asleep. Umm...there's a moth in my room right now. I'll name her...Wriggle. Yeah.
Aside from that, there really isn't much going on. I'm doing a lot of stuff with choir, and I'm still trying to learn the choral piece from Hell, "Chichester Psalms." I know it's honor choir, and we should be able to handle it, but come on. Twenty minutes? And seriously, the composer of that piece was such a sexist bastard. "The alto solo in the second movement MUST be sung by a boy, not a woman!"
Well excuuuuuse me for having a uterus. Not that I sing alto in that piece. I actually sing first soprano. It's a weird piece...I don't like it, to be honest. The only reason I brought that up is so that I could chatter about the upcoming Tour. This year, our choir is going to the Festival of Gold! And we get to go on the Queen Mary and all sorts of fun stuff during our downtime. THough we aren't as good as we were last year...which is depressing.
Umm. Other than that, I guess Tech Club might be doin' stuff? I don't know. I do know that Senior Prom is coming up. And I'm still on the fence about whether or not I'll go. I mean...the last one I went to, I ended up feeling the urge to puke because I really didn't want to be there. It was all kinds of suck.
That's all for now. I've got to go do something productive now.
Bye bye!
-Rika
After abandoning my poor, neglected LiveJournal account. I'd feel bad, but no one reads it, so yeah. Who cares!
I don't really have much to say...I guess I'm supposed to treat this like a diary, but my diary is really just filled with verbal diarrhea. Actually, thinking about it, half of the stuff in my diary isn't even cohesive. It's like I wrote my entries while half asleep. Umm...there's a moth in my room right now. I'll name her...Wriggle. Yeah.
Aside from that, there really isn't much going on. I'm doing a lot of stuff with choir, and I'm still trying to learn the choral piece from Hell, "Chichester Psalms." I know it's honor choir, and we should be able to handle it, but come on. Twenty minutes? And seriously, the composer of that piece was such a sexist bastard. "The alto solo in the second movement MUST be sung by a boy, not a woman!"
Well excuuuuuse me for having a uterus. Not that I sing alto in that piece. I actually sing first soprano. It's a weird piece...I don't like it, to be honest. The only reason I brought that up is so that I could chatter about the upcoming Tour. This year, our choir is going to the Festival of Gold! And we get to go on the Queen Mary and all sorts of fun stuff during our downtime. THough we aren't as good as we were last year...which is depressing.
Umm. Other than that, I guess Tech Club might be doin' stuff? I don't know. I do know that Senior Prom is coming up. And I'm still on the fence about whether or not I'll go. I mean...the last one I went to, I ended up feeling the urge to puke because I really didn't want to be there. It was all kinds of suck.
That's all for now. I've got to go do something productive now.
Bye bye!
-Rika
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